Every now and then I hate my girlfriend and think she is a real bitch. The same thing with my friends. The closer a person gets to me, I find faults with them, I think they're taking advantage of me and out to hurt me. When I think she is evil that helps explain why I think such bad things about her. Sometimes I think of myself the same way....I am either good or evil. Or at my job, I am the best or the worst. I do things either all the way, or none at all. And either I don't drink, or get absolutely plowed.